well i must say these past posts from thursday/friday were great. passion in its full extent for causes. :o) i was also quite sadened to see that my vote for crush has been revoked. i reckon it's a good thing i found me a feller last night haha. well ex feller but we've rekindled the flame so to speak. just in the nick of time too. yeah i spent the night at his house but no we did nothing but make out like regular school boys and girls. although we are abouve school age and our bodies aren't boy and girl bodies. *drrr drr i feel like i'm stu ck in third gear trying to take off from a dead stop* yes so my friend and her beau also stayed at his house last night and they thinking we were going to do the old heave ho trip around the daisy's bought us condoms and slid them under his door to his room. quite thoughtful eh? thats my best friend tho. she's glorious and wonderful like that. she always thinks of others before herself. i seriously don't deserve a best friend like her. being such a rude bitch that i am. so's today i help him 'bleed' the breaks on this hearse he's selling to a mutual friend thom. i pumped the break pedal for an hour today. my knees are killing me. D; oh well. i'll get over it. uh. yes. ok um. stuart ds' untimely departure. or perhaps timely? who knows. it rather pisses me off, to have a band. to be in a band it requires trust in the other members. to be there especially after putting out records and being on a label and what not. i think it's rather rude of him. i've decided to respond to a few posts with quotes from songs. being so moved by music as i am i feel it only appropriate to plagerise. and use their wonderful ideas instead of my own 'cuz i'm smoove like dat' David Moore said:

My first B&S dream!

and i sez. "so strange. victory- 1200 spires. the only sound moscow burning. empty like the tuileries. like a dream vienna seems. only not to be of use-impossible." tori amos. 'josephine' jarkko says: Sometimes the freedom of speech is not such a good thing. and di said too as for jarkko's letter that brought tears to my eyes. why can't people be better creatures. we think we are so wonderful b/c we can think yet look at what we do with that capacity. i am ashamed for all humanity. and then i feel badly b/c i am not doing anything to stop hate and ignorance. what can you do about things like that web-site? i don't think it's a case of ignoring tham and they will go away, but if people acknowledge them and publicly discuss it then they are getting free publicity. i feel as though i'm complicit (is that the right word?) no matter what. to which i think of: the sun is setting on the century. and we are armed to the teeth we're all working together now to make our lives mercifully brief schoolkids keep trying to teach us what guns are all about confuse liberty with weaponry and watch your kids act it out every year now like christmas some boy gets the milkfed suburban blues reaches for the available arsenal and saunters off to make the news and the women in the middle are learning what poor women have always known that the edge is closer than you think when you men bring the guns home look at where the profits are thats how you'll find the source of the big lie that you and i both know so well in the time it takes this cultural deathwish to run it's course they're gonna make a pretty penny and then they're all going to helll he said the chickens all come home to roost yeah malcom forcasted this flood are we really gonna sleep though another century while the rich profit off our blood? true it may take some doing to see the undoing though but in my humble opinon here's what i suggest we do open fire on holly wood open fire on MTV open fire on NBC and CBS and ABC open fire on the NRA and all the lies they told us along the way open fire on each weapons manufacturer while he's giving head to some repulican senator and if i hear one more time about a fools right to his tools of rage i'm gonna take all my friends and i'm gonna move to canada and we're gonna die of old age ani difranco. 'to the teeth' right well there was more but those are the ones that matter to me. he he . or perhaps not matter but i feel compelled to say something about. well i must run it's my aunts birthday so i must spend money that i don't actually have. he he the story of my life. i'm sorry for such a boring post. but well i'm not that exciting of a person. or something like that. right well ciao and take care and have a loverly weekend. ciao, iris bayou. i'm sure that you've been briefed my absorption lines. they are frayed and so i fear. my fear is greater than my stength but i walk the missionary way. _tori_amos_suede_ www.anglefire.com/journal/standhere/index.html step on a crack break your mothers back. go to my sight. her back will still be broken. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+