good day... hmmmm...i'm increasingly forgetting how to post these days...everything comes out as a jumble..not that it didnt before..i would say that it was the sun getting to me but..well...perhaps its the abscence of stereo thats addled my brain...i've been forced to listen to a crackly old tape deck with hazardous wiring for the last week or so..not having made myself any new tapes for quite some time also means that i've been digging out old recordings from third division britpop bands of years past...some do still hold certain charms though...again, perhaps the heat has addled my brain, but the supernaturals seem to have burrowed their way back into my head..i'm even tempted to go out and re-purchase albums i sold ever such a long time ago to fund some stupidness or other...where to draw the line though? is Space perhaps a step too far?...hmmmm... ...so are there any more details emerging of this second single/EP then?..i was under the impression that there would be two releases, one at the start and one at the end of the summer...the days are already slipping past and of course i havent done a lot with this summer...things just vanish before you've had a chance to think about them or what you're doing...i now find myself working full time in telesales...seven hours a day of being told to 'sod off we dont want any free books'...lord only knows how i ended up here...now i have to try and find my way out...i never realised quite how much fun full-time work wasnt...i'll have more money than sense of course but when it comes down to it...i'd rather have more time than i knew what to do with that more cash than i knew what to do with...hours and hours just pissed away trying to sell things that people dont need or dont want...i've been employed for precisely three days and its already beggining to erode my brain and soul...i was eighteen about two weeks ago and responsibility has me running scared...its such a well worn cliche but i sincerely do wish i was young forever...to get back just a tiny bit of the innoncence and entirely unblinkered view of the world i used to have ten years ago...to be able to run around yelling my head off in the streets with nobody calling the police...to roll around in muddy puddles or just sit in the middle of town and cry my eyes out...but no...its all about appearances and what i should be doing..its all about holding down my steady job selling memberships to video clubs...i dont think i like being grown up...does anyone?...oh lord this didnt mean to turn out so depressing...i'm just rambling in a protracted and tedious way...i'm sure this has all been said before...even my quite nice exam results didnt seem to cheer me up...things like that never have really...they just seem to be...letters..i dont feel i paticularly deserve them or even paticularly want them...that sounds terribly selfish and stupid i know but i've always had a kind of 'hmmmmm so what' attitude to being educated...people always tend to educate themselves through experience anyhow...it was just an excuse to get a bit tipsy i suppose...hmmmmm..i've gone on too long and been completely miserable...another succesful post :) ta ta... __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Make international calls for as low as $.04/minute with Yahoo! Messenger http://phonecard.yahoo.com/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+