January 2002 - Sinister - missprint.org

Sinister: Forever late
by Grainne Lynch 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

Writing to Sinister changes slightly when you have actually meet people from the list. You realise, properly realise that the list is made up of real people, and not just faceless names. Though faceless names is too cold-hearted an expression. You are each a collection of words and images that capture feelings and emotions. It's impossible to describe this list. My one year anniversary with Sinister passed sometime in the beginning of December, and I just want to thank you all, because it's was a great first year. Even though I could probably count the number of posts I've sent on one hand, I love having a mail-box full of stories every morning. I went to see the band twice, which won't have happened without Sinister, and I've meet people who I otherwise wouldn't have met. (This is another post about the Belfast gig, which was about four weeks ago, hence the subject line.) Greetings to I meet in Belfast, I'm afraid to mention names because I'm terrified of forgetting someone, but you were all lovely. And thank you Mark for organising the bus. I like Trish's description of our journey, with our B&S hating bus driver. I don't thin we had even left Dublin before he expressed his distaste. The gig was fantastic, incredible, wonderful. The Boys are Back in Town was hilarious, due to the antics of Chris and Mick. I went home with a pretty mug, four badges, a load of photos and blissful memories. When the next one? Moving forward, my three favourite subject lines of the last week or so have been; 1. Astrid's 'star, teach me how to shine', which was courtesy of her corduroy boy, it's one of my favourite Frames songs. It was the last one they played at Belfast. 2. The Dirty Vicar's 'warlords of mars' because I think it refers to another great Irish band - The Warlords of Pez. I could be wrong though. And 3. 'The long dark tea time of the soul' from Ian, because it made me want to read Douglas Adams again. Hasn't Sinister been quiet today! Grainne. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: any listees in London going to Beta Band, Lo-fis or Bill Janowitz?:)
by Kin Woo 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

Hey kids hope everyone had FAB new years. Mine was good but still holding out for the perfect one, whenever that may be. I went to Edinburgh, planning to do the MASSIVE street parties, only to find out there were no more passes and my fave band, Mull Historical Society who were playing at Concert in the Gardens was also sold out. Hence was shut out of street parties:( Still had alright time, drinking with friends (who all decked out in ballgowns) and then watching the fireworks. ah well, mebbe next time:) I'm one of the few listees from Perth, Western Australia and have been having really great time here in London. Weather is quite mild (but was in Prague for a bit of december where it was minus 10, hence everything seems mild after that:) and have been having excellent time shopping for clothes and records (mmmm Music and Vid Exchange!:)) Also caught Neil Halstead at Arts Cafe which is similar to gig venues in Perth, except way better. Neil was great, even if he kept fluffing his songs (including the lovely Mojave 3 song he did)- exquisite country laments. Swoon! Was wondering if any Sinisterinies was going to Beta Band this coming Tues (22nd jan) or Lo-Fi allstars (31st jan) or Bill Janowitz (28 jan)??? Cos while I don't mind checking out the gigs myself (I don't know many peeps here and hence gig-going can be a lonely experience!:)), it would be ace to finally meet some of the fabled members of the London branch of the Sinisterinies!:) It would be truly excellent and cool to meet some Sinisterinies at the gigs or slightly beforehand, if peeps wouldn't mind meeting Aussie listees. We're really not that wierd and I'm quite personable!:) Also, does anyone know of any sooper cool gigs coming up? I'm thinking Dot Allison, Saint Etienne, Tanya Donelly-people I'm dying to see live!!! Of course B&S would be a dream come true, but don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon:( I missed their Glasgow gig cos was touring around Europe:( Ah well. Anyone have any idea when they play next? Alright hope everyone is sticking to their new year's resolutions (as if!) and hope to hear from some of you soon. Please reply to me either at this address or kin_woo(a)hotmail.com Hope to hear from you soon Kin Woo +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: i'm waking up to ubscarscabs (B&S NEW ALBUM INFO!)
by Kenneth P Y Chu 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

I've worked out the other day what the new B&S album is going to be called, and it's gonna be called: "Unused bags should be kept away from small children to prevent suffocation" Okay, I was bored at work the other day, so I listed out the initials of all 4 of B&S's previous albums and here's what I found: T 1 letter (1x1) I Y F S 4 letters (2x2) T B W T A S 6 letters (2x3) F Y H C Y W L A P 9 letters (3x3) therefore, the next album's title will be 12 letters long (3x4). Now, if you read the above carefully, the first letters of the four albums spells out "TITF". It is obvious that the band intends to eventually release 9 albums in total, in order to spell out "TIT FUCKER" with the initials of their album titles. So the next album (coming out in early spring!) will begin with the letter "U". Now look at the second letters of the list above.. it spells "YBY", obviously, it makes no sense, UNTIL all the albums come out.. for it is meant to spell "YBYBYBYB" which would look very pretty.. the next letter in line is "B" There we have it, the next album title is gonna be 12 words long, and starts with U... B...., and since there's only one sentance you can ever make with 12 words with initials "U... B... something" the new album will be called. "Unused Bags Should Be Kept Away From Small Children To Prevent Suffocation" UBSBKAFSCTPS - better get used to it guys.. oh and we need to make up a catchy pronounciation for it too... how about UBSCARSCAPS? Ubscarscaps and Red Bulls Ken P.S.: Can't wait for UBSCARSCAPS to come out in early spring! I wonder what colour will the album cover be _________________________________________________________________ MSN Photos is the easiest way to share and print your photos: http://photos.msn.com/support/worldwide.aspx +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: Does it come from skies above?
by LilGrape25＠aol.com 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

Dear Sinister, My posts come in waves. First, I'll lurk for a while, then I'll suddenly feel this innner need to post, and continue to do so frequently for a few weeks, until I just run out of things to say... On the subject of kids, which is what my last post was on, I saw my little brother's classes' production on Oliver last night, and it made me so happy. Not that I particularly like Oliver, but the kids were trying so hard, and some of them who I've known for years and years were really good. William, my brother, (funny that a rachel and a william should be siblings, consitering the current friendly feud) played Bill Phychs, the really really evil guy who kills Nancy. Boy was he evil! Something weird has been going on with him and I getting evil parts, as the last production I was on was Jesu Christ Superstar, in which I was the very soldier who whipped Jesus 39 times and then assisted in crusifying him. Man, did I hate that part! The director, who particularly likes me, asked me about a week before the show went up if I would like to do it. It was an honor because I'd already performed in the number of plays that summer that they usually allow campers to be in, but I r! eally didn't like it at all! Th ey made me wear a lot of heavy make-up, and for the dress rehearsal and show made me put it on around 3 o'clock for an 8:30 show! I couldn't really do anything because it would smear my makeup and the costume designer, a really meanie, would yell at me. So I wandered around camp in my full out goth outfit, (they had "modernized" JCS so it had kind of a rave vibe and all the soldiers were evil goth women, kind of weird but it turned out cool) face white with black eyes and lips, hair dyed black and put up in the weirdest way you could imagine, all braided and twisted. The worst was the day of the show, which was the last day of camp so all the parents were walking around, and everyone was staring at me, and my mother didn't recognize me! wah! Anyway, as I was saying long, long ago, my brother's play was really good. He's a talented kid. The boy who played Oliver was the sweetest thing ever, even though in real life he's kind of annoying. When he sang "where is love" so sweetly and nicely... I saw his father, who was sitting in the row behind me, crying. It made me cry. Now I'm at school. irk. I have 15 minutes until class and no mail to read. why do ya'll have to post when I actually have things to do? love, Rachel Grapenut +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: 1,2,3,4, take the elevator!
by Hannah Brown 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

hello there, Is it my imagination or are there millions of new people arriving at the moment. Brilliant, it's like being at a party that is doing ok and then a big group of people turning up with booze and cake (sort of). Hello to you all. Welcome back Mark C, if you need some extra cash you can come round to mine and do some cleaning, or cooking OR you could act as a human alarm and jump on my belly in the morning until i am out of bed. Getting up is so hard to do, if i had my way i would stay in bed all day. John John's post was quite sweet. When i was about 8 a baby bird fell out of its nest and there were all these ants trying to eat it, i got distressed and cried so my mum broke the fucker's neck and everything was fine after that. James Alexander Jackson, i take my hat off, very impressive little attatchment. Being a graphic design student, i should be brilliant at that stuff but i'm not. Still, i'm having website lessons next week so watch out! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, me bought records yesterday and all on lovely vinyl. I got Mercury Rev, Boards Of Cananda, KOC remix album and the White Stripes which, when i got it home, found out that it is a beautiful clear red colour MMMMMMMM, nice. um, i've suddenly lost the will to type and feel the need for a chocolate muffin so i will depart. Just a reminder that it is valentine's day soonish, oh horray, lets all joint hands and sing in celebration. tiny hannah +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: you're a looper
by vu sleeper 16 Jan '02

16 Jan '02

i don't mean to spam anyone, but i'd like some help in some looper (uk) catalogue numbers for their two albums. anyway, if you look here: http://vu.morrissey-solo.com/looper/disc.htm and tell me what i'm missing. i'll credit anything and everything so please write. thanks :) vu ---------------------------------------------------- Sign Up for NetZero Platinum Today Only $9.95 per month! http://my.netzero.net/s/signup?r=platinum&refcd=PT97 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: In the city there's a thousand things
by Madeleine McNeil 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

This week marks my return to the real world after a few dreamy Christmas weeks of reading trash, eating trash and smoking far too many cigarettes. And, Good God, but the real world is a vile place to be. It's all "Do this, Madeleine! Wake up, Madeleine! Stop smoking, Madeleine! Not dressed like that you don't, Madeleine!" And that's just me shouting at myself. Imagine what other people say to me. We welcome the return of Mark Casarotto, Lord of Smut. He's always nice about me. I like that in a man. Or woman. Rachel Fruitloop said: Madeleine wrote: "Laura, I hope you realise this means I am forced to kidnap you, drive you to the Mexican border and marry you. Neither of us have any choice in the matter, I'm afraid." Where should we send the wedding pressies!? Hmm, not sure about the presents. I mean, it's not so much a wedding, more a leather-bound night of passion at the Mexican border, but if you'd like to send us gifts to celebrate, you're more than welcome. Laura would like a puppy, books and chocolate (a puppy? ewwww. twee as fuck). I'd like, you know, shiny stuff. Oh, and a hip flask, please. Belated Reporting Back: I had a very enjoyable time in London this week. Present were Sir David of Stankin, Ken, Dimitra, Jeremy, Marianna, Stevie Trousers and... erm... me. El vino did flow (Honey and Linda should notice this). El bullshit was spoken. I got lost, but happily. London's, like, dead big. So big it's almost showing off, I think. Everyone was kind and generous and amusing and charming. I got rather drunk, due to my boundless excitement every time lasties is called. Something happens to me and I go to the bar for a pint and return with a pint and a double Jack Daniels. This reflex is completely beyond my control. Ken, the host with the most, managed to entice not one but TWO girls back to his house. In Milton Keynes, no less. Milton Keynes is a town for roundabout enthuiasts everywhere. I spent a sickly few hours at MK train station, trying hard not to puke and/or run off back to Leicester. Then Ken arrived, like a dream, dressed in his business man costume and bought me a sandwich and I was ready to face the world again! I went to the British Library in London and was awed into a very rare silence. It was stunning, all gentle, low lights and reverent hush. I saw the original manuscripts of Seamus Heaney's poetry and Jane Eyre by a Bronte (I always forget which one wrote what) and Ulysses by James Joyce. And the library is so HUGE, it took my breath away and made me long for the day that I am a real librarian. All the quiet and soft lighting and books books books as far as the eye can see. Although that's not very far at the moment, as I am beginning to suspect I need specs. I spent much time in London squinting at things and looking even more touristy than I normally do. Thanks to Helen McLean (and Jim) for my Christmas parcel, which arrived this morning. It's wonderful! Fluffy dice are now hanging above my head as I listen to my mix tape and make rude words with my magnetic letters. Kyla wrote an interesting post, and others on the same subject have given me things to think about. Not reached any conclusions, though. I suppose I should have some sort of definitive stance on the subject, given that I've had a girlfriend for the past 2 and a half years, but I don't. I don't feel comfortable with labels, although sometimes I wander whether this is because I don't feel comfortable with what I am being labelled as (with what I am being labelled). Amy's post about her brother was thoughtful and moving. She knows how much I liked it. Ah, God, this is not good today. Apologies all round. Love Madeleine xxxx _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: "thats where the doctor told me the thermometer goes....."
by caleb ben moore 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

hey sinisters yes i know its been awhile, and you've all suffered in my absence. but you'll be pleased as peas to know that i've suffered greatly in my absence as well. i was ill. strep throat. dear lord, it was so so completely awful. i had a fever of almost 105F, and my throat was so swollen and stinging that i could barely swallow anything and when i did it felt like i was being stabbed with knives in my throat. so i didnt drink anything for a day and half. the doctor looked at me and told me that if i didnt choke down a few liters of fluid i'd have to be hospitalized for dehydration. my whole body felt like a broken heart, all trembling and achey. i couldnt move cause it hurt, i couldnt hold still cause it hurt. so anyway, now, a week later, after alot of antibiotics and trashy daytime TV and long hot hot baths, i'm feeling as good as new. so the moral of that lesson is to go to the doctor at the first signs of strep and not when your throat glands are so swollen that you can barely talk. AND! dont attempt to mix vicks chloraseptic and soda, even in tiny amounts. it tastes right nasty. other than that things have been peachy. i DID send off the Rachels mixtape last week to AMY LONGCORE of Michigan. i hope she got it. its shaping up to be a good tape indeed. i sincerely apologize for my idleness in making my contribution to it, but i'm confident that young Mr. Chu will find my selections goodly. recent music purchases: papas fritas,goldfrapp, volumes two and three of "beat at cinecitta"(italian film music from the 60's-70's), the "waking life" soundtrack, the new Lambchop rarities disc, and some others i cant recall at the moment. films: Focus, Shadow of the Vampire(i loved this film), The Road Home, Pollock, and others. i rented alot while i was sick. i was listening to the radio the other day and they played a song that i liked, but i didnt catch the name of the band. the dj said that it was a band made up of members of belle and sebastian and the delgados and mogwai some other bands........do any of you know who this band might be? i dont know if its older or what. so.......yeah. thats it. ----caleb ben ===== "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." ~Plato "Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction." -Antoine de Saint-Exupery __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Send FREE video emails in Yahoo! Mail! http://promo.yahoo.com/videomail/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: pass the parcel & milkshakes
by John John 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

Boo I was walking down the road with my friends at lunchtime, like any other lunchtime. I dont know what the conversation was about, probably something daft like sillybilly names for our children, and I noticed one of my friends turn his head round so he could look backwards. He looked forward straight away again, with indifference, and my heart stopped I knew what the indifference would have been about. When I looked back myself, I saw a seagull lying on the pavement, right next to the road. I was so scared it had broken something. He was shivering, and I tiptoed right up to him after giving my friends my bag, but he was in complete shock, and could not even bring together the strength to try and defend itself against me. I picked it up gently, but my head was too full of sorrow to think straight. I didnt know what I was going to do with him; I couldnt take him back to school, but my heart was breaking in the thought of leaving him to try and fend for himself, when he could barely move. My friend came up to me and told me I couldnt do anything about it. I still had him in my hands, and I was trying to give it as much warmth as I could in a sort of cuddle, but I couldnt do it forever. I walked slowly across the pavement, past the grass, and into the unused field. I padded a bit of the long grass down, tried to dry it, and gently placed the poor gull down. By then he seemed to trust me, because he tried to make him easy for me to do whatever I had to do for him, yet I had to leave him. I walked away, without looking back, and continued up to my school sombrely. I couldnt do more for him. I couldnt go down the same road again for a long while, because I would have broken down if he was still there shivering, or lying there dead, or he could have flown away. Of course the latter is what I wanted, but the chances of it happening were very small, especially since it was very very cold. Things that you have no control over, and will have a sad ending really break my heart. Maybe I take the likely death of a seagull far too close to my heart, but there are other things that will end in tears that I know I have a say in though. I decided just the other night that I will definitely be leaving home after the summer to uni, if I have the chance to, and against the will of some of my family. My mother has been using every trick she can to try and convince me to stay, with emotional blackmail being the main weapon. Just a wee while ago though, she said my sister will even be crying. That really hit hard, because my mother or my sister dont know how much I missed my sister when she moved out, even if only a few miles away. I used to get the impression my sister was indifferent about living away from her wee brother, and wow, my sister will miss me. I think Im homesick already. johnjohn xx _________________________________________________________________ MSN Photos is the easiest way to share and print your photos: http://photos.msn.com/support/worldwide.aspx +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: let me close my eyes and lie invisible, perhaps the clouds will pass through me
by Lola Monnet 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

hello. so many amazing people, all so far away. i like reading all of the stories of the romance affairs that you all seem to have. i am happy to see that you all seem so happy together, although sometimes i become a little bit jealous of you, i wish i can get the bravery to also travel to so far away for a glimer of hope, as i can't even bring up the courage to tell a boy that i like him. and now, he is with a girl, but she is very beautiful, and so i am happy for him, in my mind, at least. in my heart everytime they kiss it is like an arrow flying through. is there an anti cupid that exists in order to use his arrows to tarnish broken hearts? maybe i should become more brave, or careless at least. in the past i always had to make sure, to make sure that he is perfect for me, but i never do. all i ever do is procrastinate and by the time i feel ready, when their blemishs become their personalities, they would fly away, when they've found the perfect girl, or, just disappear without a trace. another year, but it doesn't mean much to me anymore. i don't mind being celibate for another year, but maybe i should. i remember in a song, a girl said "the best shield is to accept the pain, then what can really destroy me". maybe she's right. lola. _________________________________________________________________ Join the worlds largest e-mail service with MSN Hotmail. http://www.hotmail.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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