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Sinister: "thats where the doctor told me the thermometer goes....."
by caleb ben moore 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

hey sinisters yes i know its been awhile, and you've all suffered in my absence. but you'll be pleased as peas to know that i've suffered greatly in my absence as well. i was ill. strep throat. dear lord, it was so so completely awful. i had a fever of almost 105F, and my throat was so swollen and stinging that i could barely swallow anything and when i did it felt like i was being stabbed with knives in my throat. so i didnt drink anything for a day and half. the doctor looked at me and told me that if i didnt choke down a few liters of fluid i'd have to be hospitalized for dehydration. my whole body felt like a broken heart, all trembling and achey. i couldnt move cause it hurt, i couldnt hold still cause it hurt. so anyway, now, a week later, after alot of antibiotics and trashy daytime TV and long hot hot baths, i'm feeling as good as new. so the moral of that lesson is to go to the doctor at the first signs of strep and not when your throat glands are so swollen that you can barely talk. AND! dont attempt to mix vicks chloraseptic and soda, even in tiny amounts. it tastes right nasty. other than that things have been peachy. i DID send off the Rachels mixtape last week to AMY LONGCORE of Michigan. i hope she got it. its shaping up to be a good tape indeed. i sincerely apologize for my idleness in making my contribution to it, but i'm confident that young Mr. Chu will find my selections goodly. recent music purchases: papas fritas,goldfrapp, volumes two and three of "beat at cinecitta"(italian film music from the 60's-70's), the "waking life" soundtrack, the new Lambchop rarities disc, and some others i cant recall at the moment. films: Focus, Shadow of the Vampire(i loved this film), The Road Home, Pollock, and others. i rented alot while i was sick. i was listening to the radio the other day and they played a song that i liked, but i didnt catch the name of the band. the dj said that it was a band made up of members of belle and sebastian and the delgados and mogwai some other bands........do any of you know who this band might be? i dont know if its older or what. so.......yeah. thats it. ----caleb ben ===== "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." ~Plato "Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction." -Antoine de Saint-Exupery __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Send FREE video emails in Yahoo! Mail! http://promo.yahoo.com/videomail/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: pass the parcel & milkshakes
by John John 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

Boo I was walking down the road with my friends at lunchtime, like any other lunchtime. I dont know what the conversation was about, probably something daft like sillybilly names for our children, and I noticed one of my friends turn his head round so he could look backwards. He looked forward straight away again, with indifference, and my heart stopped I knew what the indifference would have been about. When I looked back myself, I saw a seagull lying on the pavement, right next to the road. I was so scared it had broken something. He was shivering, and I tiptoed right up to him after giving my friends my bag, but he was in complete shock, and could not even bring together the strength to try and defend itself against me. I picked it up gently, but my head was too full of sorrow to think straight. I didnt know what I was going to do with him; I couldnt take him back to school, but my heart was breaking in the thought of leaving him to try and fend for himself, when he could barely move. My friend came up to me and told me I couldnt do anything about it. I still had him in my hands, and I was trying to give it as much warmth as I could in a sort of cuddle, but I couldnt do it forever. I walked slowly across the pavement, past the grass, and into the unused field. I padded a bit of the long grass down, tried to dry it, and gently placed the poor gull down. By then he seemed to trust me, because he tried to make him easy for me to do whatever I had to do for him, yet I had to leave him. I walked away, without looking back, and continued up to my school sombrely. I couldnt do more for him. I couldnt go down the same road again for a long while, because I would have broken down if he was still there shivering, or lying there dead, or he could have flown away. Of course the latter is what I wanted, but the chances of it happening were very small, especially since it was very very cold. Things that you have no control over, and will have a sad ending really break my heart. Maybe I take the likely death of a seagull far too close to my heart, but there are other things that will end in tears that I know I have a say in though. I decided just the other night that I will definitely be leaving home after the summer to uni, if I have the chance to, and against the will of some of my family. My mother has been using every trick she can to try and convince me to stay, with emotional blackmail being the main weapon. Just a wee while ago though, she said my sister will even be crying. That really hit hard, because my mother or my sister dont know how much I missed my sister when she moved out, even if only a few miles away. I used to get the impression my sister was indifferent about living away from her wee brother, and wow, my sister will miss me. I think Im homesick already. johnjohn xx _________________________________________________________________ MSN Photos is the easiest way to share and print your photos: http://photos.msn.com/support/worldwide.aspx +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: let me close my eyes and lie invisible, perhaps the clouds will pass through me
by Lola Monnet 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

hello. so many amazing people, all so far away. i like reading all of the stories of the romance affairs that you all seem to have. i am happy to see that you all seem so happy together, although sometimes i become a little bit jealous of you, i wish i can get the bravery to also travel to so far away for a glimer of hope, as i can't even bring up the courage to tell a boy that i like him. and now, he is with a girl, but she is very beautiful, and so i am happy for him, in my mind, at least. in my heart everytime they kiss it is like an arrow flying through. is there an anti cupid that exists in order to use his arrows to tarnish broken hearts? maybe i should become more brave, or careless at least. in the past i always had to make sure, to make sure that he is perfect for me, but i never do. all i ever do is procrastinate and by the time i feel ready, when their blemishs become their personalities, they would fly away, when they've found the perfect girl, or, just disappear without a trace. another year, but it doesn't mean much to me anymore. i don't mind being celibate for another year, but maybe i should. i remember in a song, a girl said "the best shield is to accept the pain, then what can really destroy me". maybe she's right. lola. _________________________________________________________________ Join the worlds largest e-mail service with MSN Hotmail. http://www.hotmail.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: I love your love action
by robin stout 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

Hello. I often think I can't join in much with musical debates because I don't know much, but today Ill have a go. Musical taste's a funny thing isn't it? I don't often get into discussions about whether one song's better than another or one band better than another because it's not a terribly scientific thing. You like something or you don't. You can explain why you like something, but unless someone else feels what it makes you feel they're not going to get it. Well, Joe's made me realise that "toss" wasnt a hugely helpful way to describe Legal Man, so I think I should say some more. I think most people on this list have had their "Oh dear, they've really lost it this time" moment with one record or another. Idleberry thought it about the latest single, others have said it before, especially with Fold Your Hands... A lot have left this list because of it. Well my moment was Legal Man. I tried to like it at first, but it just wasn't going to happen. I'm not saying it's a dreadful song, but it's the fact that they released it as their first single and played it on Top of the Pops and it's now the only B+S song you're likely to hear in indie clubs that I don't like. Those things should have happened to another song. It's become like Common People is to Pulp, I suppose, but Common People's a great song too. I like the last two singles a lot more, though. I think they're a different band these days, but they're still pretty groovy. P U On the subject of L P I think I must be missing something. I've spoken to a few people who think the album's great. So I'll keep listening to it and see if it hits me. At the moment I just don't think it's so charming as their other stuff. The list smut-o-meters almost bursting with sauce at the moment. Maybe its because of all these long nights were having. Richard broke his berry on New Years Eve >I'd applied a bit too much pressure, and one of his eyeballs made a squishy >noise and, well, >popped out... Cripes! Casarotto (the smut-o-meter creaks and whimpers at the sound of that name) saw "a pair of blue tits outside my window..." Lucky you, Mark, but you know its her own fault, she really should have been wearing a vest at this time of year... CHU said >Does he have twin exhaust pipes (with a hole drilled in for extra >noise) >and big fuckoff spoilers and air vents on the bonnet cover and >a >"go-faster" strip and under chassis neon lighting and a big KENWOOD > >sticker at the back window? No, but he has a big Kenwood Chef on the back seat in case he fancies some mashed potato. Er, I think Ill just go away now. By the way, Belle and Sebastian have a new album out soon. Im quite excited about this, arent you? X R _________________________________________________________________ Join the worlds largest e-mail service with MSN Hotmail. http://www.hotmail.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: folly of a boys empty mind
by mailben＠justicemail.com 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

Hello. I think that I may have just about got over my first post nerves. We'll see if I manage to press send this time. Wow, what a mailing list. I am so happy to have found it. I have been a bit promiscuous with mail lists over the years and never found one with such a nice feeling to it. The only problem I can see is the quality of the posts are a bit too high and I may have to just loiter (without intent) rather than join in. Kyla - great email. I have always been a bit regretful about being hetro, like I'm missing out on a big party. Still all the gay clubs I've ever been to had crap music, so maybe not. Mind you a lot of my old work colleagues seem to think that as I recently moved to Brighton(UK) I will be catching Gay fairly soon anyway, open-minded people that they are. I agree also about the roleplaying that goes with labeling people with genders. I am grateful everyday that I met a partner that didn't fall for the brainwashing when she was young. She likes violent computer games and burping, I like icing cakes and drinking cocktails. We both hate housework. Content..um..sorry. Oh yeah, I was thinking. Today a courier came into our office and after he had left, the people I work with started talking about how terrible his shoes were. I cannot think of the last time I noticed someones shoes. Does this make me odd? I can always tell you about someones hands though. I have 5 categories of hands ranging from pianist to Irish navvie. The courier was a category 4, by the way. What do you always notice about someone first? Does noticing hands first show something terribly dark and Fruedian about me? I've said too much Ben _________________________________________________ FindLaw - Free Case Law, Jobs, Library, Community http://www.FindLaw.com Get your FREE @JUSTICE.COM email! http://mail.Justice.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: A favour
by Mark Casarotto 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

Ooh - I forgot to add in my last post that I have a favour to ask of you all. Could any listees (preferably London/UK based, but not essential) who will be celebrating a 21st or 30th birthday this year please let me know off list? It could be in your best interests :-) Thank you very much! Mark xxx __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Everything you'll ever need on one web page from News and Sport to Email and Music Charts http://uk.my.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: kenny's having dreams
by Kenneth P Y Chu 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

(oops, i just read amy's post and it's also about dreams and it's better than mine but i've typed it now I might as well post it) Hello, The past three nights I've been having dreams. Proper dreams, not daydreams or dreams about one day my little children growing up in a world where even overly sensible boys can get the girl he wants. Blockbuster dreams they were, too, sometimes they had a plot (though seemingly ad-hoc ones) and sometimes explosions too. Dirty Dream #1 My dirty dream number one was a western movie, me being unsophisticated (and vain?), most of my dreams have myself as the main character. So obviously I was the young villiage sheriff, the scene entered in the middle of a crossfire between a gang of evil people and the sheriff, the sheriff's "mentor" type person with a girl the sheriff was protecting. The sheriff killed off lots of the gang but was eventually overcome by the gang's firepower. The chief of the gang pointed his gun towards the sheriff's heart, which was pumping like mad. Then BANG! or rather, CLICK, as he had run out of bullets, the sheriff, quick minded, kicked the gang chief down and they ran. Mindlessly running they ended up in this abandoned house which was to be their refuge. Sheriff and the girl went into a room to hide and hid underneath a blanket on a bed, they could hear the gang rummaging through the house and they just cuddled underneath the covers to stay still. Eventually the two hot-blooded youths couldn't contain their passion for each other and the screen faded out. The scene fades back in, the sheriff wakes up, feeling rather good about himself and the gang seemed to have gone. He and the girl got out of the house to find his mentor lying in a pool of blood. Whilst he was givin' his girl hot lovin' the gang found his mentor and blew him into shreds. Anger, guilt, self-hatred. Then I woke up. Dirty Dream #2 Dirty dream number two was just bizarre, me and all my university friends all found ourselves one night with superhuman powers: we could jump high, run fast, and everything, but all we ever did all night with our powers were to go shopping in a late night mall in the hunt for a playstation 2. We ran through the whole mall to look at every single shop, the mall by the way was huge, so huge, it had tube trains running through it. The memories for this dream was more vague but a memorable part was when the 7 of us split up into three groups to have a race, to see who can get down to the bottom floor the quickest. One group to take the lift, one to take the escalator and one to take the stairs (remember we are talking people who can run at the speed of sound). My group took the lift, but what happned eventually was that none of the other two groups can be bothered and they ran stairs/took escalator for a while then gave up, and joined the lift halfway through - superhumans can be lazy too... Dirty Dream #3 This one started off with me having a meal in a posh Chinese restaurant (a common occurance in my dreams), I was eating with some family but it was very dull so eventaully I sneaked out and escaped through the back door. As I jumped into my car I found this girl I had a crush on when I was 14 at the passinger seat (she's chinese too), and so we started driving away and we ended up in our old school. For some reason we decided to sing "Imitations of life" by REM and there was a bit where Michael Stipe goes "this lightning storm this tidal wave this hurricane I'm not afraid..etc", we started singing along, and as we were shouting out all these natural disasters, the images of them would appear in front of our eyes! Suddenly the girl shouted Tornado! And I said "Tornado? That's not in the song..." and then she pointed forwards: there was actually a tornado - a real one, not just an image - except the tornado looked very cartoony it consisted of loads of thick white spinning discs one on top of another. We decided to chase it, but I had my doubts, suddenly, I spotted the top spinning disc was flying off the tornado, and into our general direction! It was huge! and it looked like a UFO, it flew over our school and i ducked and she ducked, it looked as if it's gonna hit the ground any time soon. I covered my ears as the explosion happened behind us, but no matter how tightly I covered them I could hear the thunderous sound and seconds later an incinerating shockwave knocked me forwards and i was on the floor, wondering when it would be over. And then I woke up and turned off the alarm clock. That was all. Quotey bit. Rachel Grapenut said: >>as I- a bisexual ... But its terribly frustrating to love all your friends in a way that none of them ever love you.<< Love your friends in a way that none of them ever love you ey.. have I just diagnosed myself as bisexual? Well at least in my dreams the girls love me back, despite seeming always having an unhappy ending! Dreams and Red Bulls (these aren't words that go together well?) Ken _________________________________________________________________ Join the worlds largest e-mail service with MSN Hotmail. http://www.hotmail.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: Come back from Val d'Isere, it can't be all that snowy
by Mark Casarotto 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

A Ken Chu dream! I don't know, back on sinister for 24 hours and already I'm fantasising about our very own first-achieving, DDR-reigning, ten-pin-dominating smut princess. I was playing football with some rough lads, only to remember I had to lock up the pavilion before I went home. So I trotted over, shut all the windows, and went into the back room to do the same. There, lurking behind the blind, I found Mr Chu, who was very miffed that the rough boys hadn't wanted to play football with him. Outside it was snowing. A pair of blue tits outside my window are occasionally flying up from their tree to scrape on the pane. Is this a Snow White moment, or something more akin to Hitchcock? Do you think Neil says saucy things to shock us twee ickle munchkins? I do. Bad Neil. Right, breakfast. I shall have two yoghurts, and foment (ferment?) my plan for the day. It involves going to Sainsburys, I know that much, and I may well find myself looking for a bigger-than-50cc scooter. Time flies when you're avoiding the job centre. Cheerio, Mark xxx p.s. thanks to everyone who responded to my plea yesterday. Who knows, I may even write back! __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Everything you'll ever need on one web page from News and Sport to Email and Music Charts http://uk.my.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Sinister: oi
by stacey dahling 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

ok kiddies sorry for freaking you all out i've been awake for nearly four days straight and have finally sorted things out with this whole deportation business. and i told my parents..the scariest bit of all it will all be ok in the end, i think and hope, and perhaps even for the best. in seven days i will be in london i will spend a few weeks in the uk i will even meet my dad to take him on a tour of london. (WEIRD) i will fly to the states (r.i.) on feb. 19 i will hopefulyl stay there only until august or sept, then move to glasgow for grad school. so i will be ok. yes you can stop worrying about me now and thanks for all your emails of support and couch offers. you are saints! sorry to athenian picnic goers, and, most of all, to joanna. we had a sad exchange tonight. awww. tomorrow we go out for our last b&s night. anyway... thanks again... see you in a few months, surely, when i'm ready to kill myself at home and some of you i shall see sooner... meet-up requests? ooooh hot damn send em here MWAH! ~dahling _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister(a)missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo(a)missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+

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Re: Sinister: would you get up and do the things you've been dreaming?
by amy.longcore＠ch.novartis.com 15 Jan '02

15 Jan '02

um. where there should have been periods and hyphens and slashes and stuff, came question marks. sorry. Amy Longcore/CH/Novartis@PH@missprint.org on 01/14/2002 08:53:23 PM Please respond to Amy Longcore/CH/Novartis@PH Sent by: owner-sinister(a)missprint.org To: sinister(a)missprint.org cc: Subject: Sinister: would you get up and do the things you've been dreaming? Hello sini-bunch. I recall having dreams all night. About frolicking at my computer. It made me a bit sad that these were not dreams of happy times wiff old Friends, of a trip to the market, or the odd walk through a lovely meadow Or something sweet like that. Instead, I get me. Sitting there. Giggling like a doofus and laughing and muttering With you lot. there's more, but that was the bulk of it. I don't remember dreams like I used to. As a child I quite often lived for dreams. Even the scary ones, 'cuz the feelings they brought out were So new. The feeling of falling. Waking up crying 'cuz someone in yr Black and white dream let you down. Seeing your brother absent-mindedly Walk over a pane of glass, and dreaming about that for the next 5 nights. Imagining a whole jungle of wild animals playing on your wall while yr half-asleep, Only to wake up after shooting them all down in a dream. (I had to, my dad wouldn't do it!) So, this dream last night. I'm listening to tigermilk?. "You're just an amy, amy girl So kiss me on the cheek and then go off to sleep?" I dream about a questionnaire I filled out for a friend the other day. On my list of hates were comments about "self-involvement". So, my self-involved self is currently dreaming about myself detesting My own self-involvement. Nice. my self-involved fingers are filling out questionnaires for others, as i've yet to compile yours. nice. "I could be an ordinary person chasing honey from town to town?" I also dreamt about something else that really happened at the computer. Please forgive, was it you, tulip? Anyway, someone exclaimed on #sinister that they were/wanted to write Honey an ode or poem. And I'll be damned if I wasn't sitting in a hot bubbly tub O' water, shaving my legs, and making up little honey inspired poems in my Head just an hour before that. I know this dream was trying to help me to recall them, Because they were fabulous. Anyway, I love honey, and it's manifested into my self-involved Dreams. this may not sound as pretty as a poem, but i think honey should know that honey is thought of whilst doing glammy girly things :) (even if honey doesn't read this for another month or so) "take a step to the discoteque..." i actually got out of the house saturday night. so, i dreamt about that last night as well. brought back to my head were images of the 4'6" wee man trying to breakdance alongside my friend rhonda and i all night. the caterpillar is not sexy when you smell like mad dog and body odor. it's also not sexy when you can't do it and trample over people's feet. and in my head flashed many times the tongue ring of my new friend, rossetta. she can knock a booty out! but her laughter is so big and often, that that tongue piece just takes over. rosetta can breakdance. and with sexiness. so, my dream let her :) and if you've been keeping up with amy, you'll recognize the name christina. christina in my dream didn't look half as beautiful as she did saturday night. never before had i seen her in *gasp* lilac. swoon city. i wish i could look that devastating in anything, let alone the simple hue of violet. "do something pretty while you can...." so, i'm the usual hostess of the after-bar party. it was lovely since there was no one "cruising" or anything. no pulling and what-not. my dream focused on the moment when christian, rhonda, and the rest of the girls piled up on my bed while my brother nick and our friend david sat in front of us. there was just a lot of nice cuddle energy remembering. we had good heart to hearts. these are important. for one of our girls, it was her first real night out in literal years, having just come out of a very difficult relationship. she made me very glad to be single actually, and i embraced myself for it in my dream. "maybe my baby brother too, yeah...." i love my brothers. i sing that to them often. just thought i'd share that. it has bugger all to do wiff my dreams. One wordish sini-wishes: Ken ? sex Honey - time Paisley ? adatewithme Danny ? hope Fruitloop ? more! 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