* hello sweet things just got back from 'high fidelity' and feeling rather strange. expected not to like it (tho' affectionate towards the book), and then was hopelessly entertained by the whole thing ('i laaafed, i cried...). odd though, felt sparkly and a little bit taller when we got out (like you do when you see a really amazing gig or see someone you've missed), and then we had excitable conversations about it in the pub (like a film debriefing, and then big relaayyyshionship / differences between boys and girls (not *those* ones) discussions. and now i feel sad. sad about the first and only person to break myheart, and cumulative weekend/ sundaymonday blues and also weird as start new job tommorrow and am frankly a bit scared - *soooo* wanted the job, didnt think i'd get it - and now i have, bloody terrified i wont be up to 'scratch' (rrrr) - and then missed the picanic on sunday, as roped into other stuff by, in fact, the very friends who sniggered at me in the cinema in the little b&s bit at the beginning. wore best red underwear on sunday tho, and frowned to myself that noone i was with knew or cared about my great knickers and the reason for them. (sigh)... so tonight's odd little mist of a mood puts me in mind of a piece of graffitti, really one of the most beautiful things i think i have ever seen; 'kay, where i used to live in brighton (the Level if you wanna have a look), there's a wide path that stretches across a Green, and written across the path in white spray paint and nearly worn off, it just says, in big letters 'How could you do that to me?'. and the first time i saw it, it made me catch my breath. anyway, i'm going to pack my bag for tommorrow (does it always feel like new term school, this kind of thing? that you must have your new geometry set tin or it will all go horribly wrong?) so yes. adios, and surprising rainbows to all of you xsoph * 'I've fallen so far For the people you are I just need your star for a day...' _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Share information about yourself, create your own public profile at http://profiles.msn.com. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ ++++++ ++++++ ++++++ August 27th Sinister Third Birthday Red Underwear Day ++++++ ++++++ ++++++ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+